Misha Delicious* 01. April 2010
† 30. October 2010
This is for you my little darling <'3 :
"I am lightening a candle,
but I don't know how to handle
the pain and tears - that is left
crashing down, it's like a theft.
I only feel this hole inside,
deep in my heart and soul, I fight
trying to fix it
trying to focus
on what's best for you...
and then I remember all the good times,
I hold your paw - you hold my hand
we fell asleep
you were fighting around in your dreams..
When I felt sad, when I felt sick
you came to me and cuddled with me
You made me angry you made me smile..
you filled the rooms with love and peace..
now what is left? not one of these..
Instead of that it's quiet and cold
but deep in my heart you are still here,
holding my hand, keeping me warm,
feeling your love - makes me feel home.
All I want you to keep
is a love that is so deep!
You were still so young,
but brave and so strong.
I wished you could have played much more,
I wished you could have dreamed much more,
but what I hope and what is the most important,
is that you knew,
that we loved, love and will always love you. <3
We miss You little Misha! <'3"
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As I told you before Misha was really sick and the vet said that he has got the FIP which more or less always kills a cat.
When we heard about that we were so shoked that we took him back home and tried to make him feel better. We gave him special food, we gave him all the love and attention he needed.
And in my opinion he got better! He jumped around sometimes and felt quite happy most of the time.
But we knew there was something wrong with his gastrointestinal tract. So we went to the doctor and he found out that Misha had something in his intestinal.. we did not know what but tried to get it out the 'normal way' ^_^"..... the doctor said that if nothing happens we should come back again after 3 days.
That is what we did...well my boyfriend did. I was still sick so he said I should stay at home..
in a way I really regret it...
Misha had to be operated. It took about one hour until the doctor called my boyfriend on the phone who was having a coffee and told him to come back but that he has got no good news...
so he called me and told me 'It is possible that I will come home without Misha...I do not think he will survice this day..." and then went back to the doctor.
The doctor said that there were so many ulcers in his intestinal tract that they had no chance to help Misha... so my boyfriend sadly agreed to put Misha to sleep....because of the narcosis he did not even have to feel the injection.
It is really hard for us..but I think it was okay. It was the right time to put him to sleep..and now he does not have to suffer anymore.
We had 2 more weeks to say goodbye and I don't wanna miss them <3
Here I have some private picture I took when I was alone with my little Misha and some other picture I like.
I hope you enjoy them <3 Misha I miss you!
Thank you for all your sweet words on all of my accounts. I really appreciate that! Thank you!
R.I.P. Misha Delicious! <3
- Ching Lian -
Sleeepy cat is sleeepy!!! ^.^ 
Oh yes he slept everywhere.... <'3
I look like shit on this picture but he looks soo cute..that is why I wanted to share this pic with you <3
....I gave up trying to get him away from the tv... v.v"
so this is how I look like when I am working on my stuff and noone is looking xD haha...aww I miss him destroying and eating my stuff >.<
Today he would have been 7 months young.....
we decided to cremate him...and take his ashes to the place we bought him so that he can finally see all the nature he could have had... </3
